september season

On the spirit of New Year, i will put myself on to you readers. Yup, this is my first attempt to do an outfit photo (blushing red lobster). I guess it’s not a big deal, everybody does it, it’s fun, and bla bla bla. But it is not, i am so awkward and neither posh. I dont know how to pose or look to camera, i ended up like a mannequin challenge. But you know what they say, practice makes perfect, so i will practice more and more. My first photo shoot (damn, i feel fancy) took place in Braga, Bandung. Me as virgo, i really hard on myself, i am not happy with the result. So I will blabber to you guys about my first attempt to do photo shoot.  As you can see, there are lots of retouch and filter that i used. Because it’s around 9pm, it’s in outside and there are lot of people walking around. I really appreciated my friend taking photos. It’s really good tho’, i just need to work my angle and to loosen up. This is my first baby step, i will work hard for ...

I just heard Beyonce songs “Pretty Hurts”, it kind of remind me to my post last year about pretty, here (sometimes I thought that maybe Beyonce read my blog and inspired to make it to be her new songs, who knows). I like the songs and the lyrics is really deep, but not in the video. I think it will be better if more like documentary about two person, the first one is girl who saving her money to do some plastic operation (probably nose job, boob job, or all of her face) and the second one is an anorexic girl. Well, that’s just some my opinions, I don’t really care about it (I don’t wanna talk about her new album here), she still The Queen B. What I love from Beyonce is she a strong independent and brave women. She made the new shape of beauty to vogue which is curvy, and you all know that the real woman is women with a curve, right. Today I’m not gonna talk about Beyonce neither her new album. But I’m gonna talk about the definitions of happiness for women (yes I said women, not girl...

Di paling ujung sebuah desa nelayan yang miskin di pantai Malabar, India, seorang wanita menjerit kesakitan mempertaruhkan nyawanya untuk melahirkan anak satu-satunya dengan selamat. Disisi wanita itu Shoobir berdiri dengan lembut mengelus kepala dan menenangkannya. Wanita itu bernama Dilwali, sedangkan anaknya yang lahir dengan selamat diberi nama Raja. Selayaknya anak manusia lainnya, Raja tumbuh menjadi anak laki-laki yang suka ingin tahu dan bermain. Setiap selasa dan kamis siang, Raja akan menemani ibunya berdoa ke kuil. Raja senang melihat ibunya menari dan mendengar suara gemerincing gelang di kaki ibunya yang lincah. Lalu setelah berdoa, ibunya akan menceritakan dongeng para dewa dan jin. Tidak ada yang bisa menawar kasih sayang DIlwali kepada anak semata wayangnya. Sepuluh hari tepat setelah usianya yang sepuluh, Ayah Raja, Shoobir, meninggal ditelan ombak ketika sedang melaut. Ibunya yang sedih hanya bisa menceritakan kepada Raja bahwa ayahnya diambil oleh dewa laut, karena ...