A few weeks ago I just got a wedding invitation from my high school friend. And then last week I got news that my junior high school friend just got a baby. It’s like everyone has their own fairy tale happy ending in their life. Me? I’m just contemplating my life, should I watch Fantastic Beast or doing chores because my dorm really needs a deep clean. Actually I got a little ‘shaky’ feels when I heard the news. I really happy for them, finally find the soul mate, a baby in the age before 28 or 30ish. But, have you ever wonder what it feels like your life without all of those in the age 30, and could you be happy living your life? Me, I don’t know. I mean, I kinda enjoy my life. I always become a third wheel whenever I hang out with my friends. I don’t mind at all (as long as they not being cheesy and tacky romantic in front of me). But in the term of love, am I believer or cynical? Neither of those. I do believe in love is pure, love is kind, love is relentless, love is bla bla b